I got a 2:1

YAY! :)

I just found the rose garden in my college. I always knew we had one, and had a vague idea of where it might be, but today was the 1st time I've been in.
It was quiet and beautiful. There was a rectangular pond with a broken fountain in it, meaning the water had gone green and murky, but even in there a lotus flower had grown and bloomed. There were archways of roses, cast iron gates and high stone walls covered in climbers. I felt like I was in the secret garden.

We also went into a staircase that looked like it had been part of a house at some point in the past. It was so still inside, with large empty corridors and old door frames; slightly faded decor like no one saw the point in re-doing an old place like that. We found a window and stared out, discovering it looked out onto the master's garden and was ajoined to his house, we could even see in some of the windows and the grand tables and interior. It was like being transported back 100 years, we think that staircase was probably the servants quarters when they had full time servants. Someone then started playing classical music on the piano in the music room there...definitely added to the atmosphere :)

C'mere by Interpol

It's way too late to be this locked inside ourselves
The trouble is that you're in love with someone else
It should be me. Oh, it should be me
Your sacred parts, your getaways
You come along on summer days
Tenderly, tastefully

And so may, we make time
Try to find somebody else
This place is mine

You said today, you know exactly how I feel
I had my doubts little girl
I'm in love with something real
It could be me, that's changing

And so may, we make time
To try and find somebody else
Who has a line

Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk on lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth, rodeo
See what stands long ending fast

Oh, how I love you in the evenings
When we are sleeping
We are sleeping. Oh, we are sleeping

And so may, we make time
We try to find somebody else
Who has a line

Now seasoned with health
Two lovers walk a lakeside mile
Try pleasing with stealth, rodeo
See what stands long, oh ending fast

aahh. :)

I love this feeling of freedom. I can do almost anything I want with my time right now, and I don't have to feel bad. It's such a release. I get my results next Friday...will be even more relaxed once I've got that out of the way!

It's a peaceful summer evening and I have nothing in particular to do :)

Shit. Just completely and untterly bollocksed up my last exam. As in either couldn't do or messed up almost all the questions. I think I just wasted all that hard work I've been doing all year and this term. I'm probably going to end up with the same or a lower mark than last year, despite working twice as hard.

The other exams have gone ok though. At least it's done now, but don't really know what to do with myself.

I think I'm going to be happy.
There we go :)

I just randomly remembered what I wanted to do when I was a kid. I wanted to be an illustrator for books.

Can't believe I forgot about that. Maybe I could do it part time. Do they let you do that kind of thing part time, could I even do it?

hmm, I wonder.

I love being outside. I know I've probably said this a thousand times before, but the earth is such a beautiflul place; full of pink-orange sunsets and gentle summer rain that makes my hair go wavy.

:)