I wish my room had slightly higher ceilings, I feel so closed in sometimes. Especially when there's noone else in; there's even a door that separates the 2 rooms on this floor from the rest of the house.

It is a nice, big room...certainly has an interesting layout, and a nice view....but I suppose you can't have everything

I think its just that I hate being stuck here when my family probably need me. I want to be with my grandparents right now, help them in some way. I feel guilty staying here and having fun with my friends.

I need a hug.