There are too many conflicting thoughts in my head, and on different topics. I'm not sure I even know where to start sorting my head out.

Walked into work this evening and a colleague told me I looked how she felt. It made me realise just how tired I actually am. The stuff I want to figure out needs some hard thinking about, I'm going to have to face up to things about myself that I'm not sure I like.

I just have to find the energy and the will. I think I already know what I have to do with one of my problems, I just don't want to think about it because I know it's going to be incredibly difficult for me...but such is life....

Maybe I need to go for a drive somewhere when I have a day free to myself, just sit with a pen and paper and think.