I hate being here when all my family are together in India. It's been so long since I saw them, over 2 years now. I know there wasn't really much alternative, but not only do I miss my grandparents and aunties and uncles and cousins, but I miss the country too. I couldn't live there permamently, but despite its bad points I do love it there; it's a beautiful place. I especially want to see my grandparents though. They're the only ones I have now, and they're not getting younger.

At least I've got a little bit work done being at home I suppose.